goodbyes.

i really rather dislike goodbyes. i don't know how to handle them. what do you say to someone if you are sad that they are leaving but know you will see them again, even if you don't know when? or if you will never see them again? it hurts my heart but i'm not always sure how to put that into words, so i joke and smile and try and act like i'm fine with the idea of missing someone. i think it's kind of sad though, that i've gotten so used to missing people. everyone back home, that i love, wherever they may be. and now everyone from here is gone as well. but i cope. and i am happy in spite of the situation. sigh...

on a brighter note i got into the nursing school!!!
i am beyond excited!
i also start my 40 hr work week tomorrow. oh boy on that.
anyway, hope your mother's day is going wonderful.