whats new?

not much. had a stressful day because of scholarships. went spear fishing yesterday with pat, lance and brett and saw turtles and eels playing and could hear the whales talking to each other. it was fun and only scary for the first part, the part where i grabbed on to patrick for dear life and had him swim. it was nice to get out. but im still very exhausted and planned on sleeping today and somehow talked myself out of it and am now going with pat and brett to eat tacos.. 0_o right.

anyway everyone has done these 25 thing lists and i was tagged in rachumss...

1. i sometimes wish i was a little bit taller, just so i could try and see things differently for once. the world just doesn't look the same at 5 feet flat.
2. my mom said ill only date a few guys and then ill settle down. its been 3, barely. and i think shes right. im settling, but in the good way, not like theres something better but like i already found it...him.
3. i say i want to be a doctor. but school scares me and i dont know if it's still my dream sometimes.
4. i say sorry a lot.
5. i mean it every single time.
6. i've taken to complimenting people. genuine compliments because it's fun.
7. i see things breaking around me and i wonder when it'll be my turn. i don't want it to be...
8. money stinks.
9. im bad at keeping surprises hiddien, like gifts and ideas. especially with pat. this is the longest, i thought of a valentines idea monday and i've lasted till now!!! only 2 more days! haha.
10. my capacity for jealousy is far bigger than one would expect.
11. i feel the need to be like everyone else even though i have no desire to be anyone i know. [no ffense]
12. i think my writing sucks sometimes.
13. im very compulsive. and i kind of like it.
14. when people joke insults at me it hurts more than if they were being mean.
15. i can brush almost anything off my shoulders...well i act like it. and thats half the battle.
16. i really really really love mexican food.
17. i go through food phases.
18. i think im fat. most of the time. and i dont do anything about it.
19. sweet simple surprises and nice things make my day.
20. i love being simple. being natural and all that. like flowers and insence make me smile. =].
21. im obsessed with maps.
22. like really obsessed. i thin it has something to do with traveling...
23. i've thought about being a flight attendant. like seriously considered it.
24. when i try to be witty, i fail.
25. my mind never stops racing. there is an almost endless train of thought, even when i sleep.